[Music] I'm not really sure how it happened I I'm still in a little bit of a shock so I'm sorry if I don't have the right words exactly let me just start from the beginning about a week ago my husband and I pinched the Amazon Prime TV series called the marvel assistant mrs. Mazal and I mean we became obsessed with the show like most people it's just it's so good and it's from the creators of Gilmore Girls Amy sherman-palladino and Dan Palladino and I am a huge fan of Gilmore Girls I watched it while it was on The WB and needless to say we got obsessed um my husband got obsessed too I think within a normal range of obsession but my obsession was really on another level essentially I started to fall in love with mrs. Mazal with the character mrs. hazel in a way I'm pretty sure is unhealthy and the first thing I noticed was my posture I normally sit pretty hunched and my posture is just so-so but after the second episode or so I started walking and sitting like mid with my shoulders pulled back I just I couldn't even control it it just started to happen the second thing I noticed was the way I was moving in general midge Mazal is a fastidious and deliberate sort of person and she does everything with such meticulous attention and I am not that way in my life typically but midge basalis and I was becoming midge basil I was becoming mrs. Mazal I noticed it like in my core I can't explain it but I started just holding myself in better it probably had something to do with the posture thing too and then the clothes I started wearing these little kitten heels and they're like mary-jane style shoes and I've been wearing this little handbag instead of my bigger one that's more trendy I've been wearing this one that more 50s and I I couldn't even try to wear the bigger one if I if I wanted to because this handbag chose me and then came the lipstick and this was a very big change for me because I normally do not wear any lipstick I had to steal from my mom so I went into my mother's drawer when she wasn't looking and I I just picked out some of her colors that I thought would go well and as soon as I put it on I knew it this is exactly what I needed now the next thing that happened it was the hair I was really nervous about it because I'm just not good at doing hair I have a history of simply not doing my hair at all I wash it it air dries I occasionally brush it but something was happening I was looking in the mirror and my hair felt flat and ugly and not it didn't feel like me anymore because I wasn't me anymore I wasn't it was amazing it was mostly a disaster the hot rollers but eventually I was able to to figure it out I'm really looking forward to getting my life back because I'm looking forward to being Hannah again because being mrs. Mazal is a lot of work it's a lot of time in front of the mirror and I I don't know if I can handle this for much longer [Music]